so I went for the big bang alive concert in Singapore last night (aka a few hours ago)
it was amazing. OMFG SO GOOD.
GD looked at me i swear omfg he was right in front of me and our eyes met
IT WAS SO PRECIOUS FELT LIKE I DIED AND WENT TO HEAVEN.
i really really wish someone recorded that moment and just gave the video to me
…anyway I’m so scared i’d forget it eventually
seriously. I can’t even sleep now.
also regretting a bunch of stuff
like not standing closer to the T stage (I was at the front but at the side…)
like not cheering enough (I think the crowd was just not as enthusiastic as I hoped it would be…)
post concert depression, in a way.
But but but but
I guess I need to remember the good memories (which was like 99.9999999%) instead of the bad/regrets
“don’t be sad that it ended, be glad that it happened,” they say. I want to do that.
I love you BB, thanks for everything.
especially you, kwon jiyong, despite your floaty eyes and preference for the T stage, ilu.